Not Just Bears

Abbierose relaxing tonight

I'm   finally feeling   better .  I   have  been   sick  for  the   past six  months .  But   the   Lord   has   been  a  great  comfort   to me. I  am   back to   myself   again and really   taking   advantage   of it. So I   am finally   making   my bears   again and enjoying life   and my   family  and  friends .  I  am  going  to   try and post more and have   more   pictures   of Abbierose.

I have been on antidepressants a long long time. I guess the doctors thought with both of my parents being drunks I needed to be on them.  Well 2 months ago I quit taking them. I went to my new doctor and told him I wanted to get off of them. So he weaned me off. I feel great. My mind is clearer and my memory has come back and my arms jerking have gone away. I actually feel like doing things again.  It has been hard losing Rick though. All's I keep thinking is he was always depressed and hardly smiled. But I know he is now smiling and happy being with our Lord. I know this sounds weird but I envy him. I am ready to go home when it is my time!!!