Not Just Bears

Tomorrow is going to be a hard day without my little girl. Tom always got a card for me and said it was from her. I do miss my mom but growing up with her drinking and acting like a lunatic is really hard to wipe away from your memory. In her last years I had to take care of her all the time because of my worthless brothers. I never got to enjoy being with her. The roles we changed. I took care of her like a parent would. I really do miss my pop more. I really got close to him in his last years. I had to take care of him too. And I would do it all over again if I had too.  

The hummingbirds are back. I also have a pair of bluebirds nesting in the birdhouse on the tree in front of my living room window. They are so beautiful and brilliant. We planted more flowers on Danny's grave yesterday. The deer ate all of the pansies. I'll get a picture posted tomorrow. It really looks nice.