Not Just Bears

She loved to travel in her Cavalier.It was the only car she would get into.

I really do hope not having Danny gets easier as time moves on..I still think I have to go check on her on the porch still. My friends are doing a good job though of keeping me walking with them and their babies. Val lets me walk her retrievers Holly and Maveric. Kathy lets me walk with her and her baby Gunther. All of my neighbors say that their hearts break when they see me walk without Danny. Her and I walked on this road twice a day for 10 years. She was a very much loved little girl.

Well I thought spring was here but today sure doesn't resemble a spring day. It has been raining all day.That would be tolerable if it was warm. I never wanted the weather to be too warm because Danny couldn't tolerate the heat with her being a husky. With that not being the case anymore I'm ready for hot weather.

On a little bit happier note my ducks are back.They were waiting for me at the backyard gate. They both came running to me.It just amazes me that for 4 years these two come back time and time again.Papa has a certain marking on his chest that I can tell it is him.Just a wonderful feeling to see them each year.I hope they have babies again this year.They bring them to see me. How anyone can look at all of this wildlife and think that God doesn't exist is beyond me. We have deer and fox and ducks and birds galore.This beauty never ceases to amaze me.

My friend posted this for me on my facebook page... Thought of you .... I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep. I could see that you were crying...you found it hard to sleep. I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear. "It's me, I haven't left you...I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." ... I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea. You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore. I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care. I want to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you toward the house, as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my paw on you. I smiled and said, "It's me." You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know that I was standing there. It's possible for me t

It's been almost a year since I even visited my blog. Hopefully that will change now. It's been a very hard year. Danny needed 24 hour care. I watched her grow weaker and weaker. She finally quit eating and drinking water. We had to make that horrible decision to have her put to sleep. My heart is broken. We were blessed with her for 16 years. I lost a part of me that horrible day. It's been a month and it is still as bad as that day. We brought her home and buried her in our back yard between the apple trees.Everyone in the neighborhood is sad.She walked twice everyday and everyone knew her and loved her. I'm going to get back to making my bears.Hopefully keeping busy will help me heal.She couldn't be left for the past year so I never left her unless tom was here.I miss her needing me.She loved sitting on her lounger on the porch watching the neighbor hood.