I do miss my mom but growing up with her drinking and acting like a lunatic is really hard to wipe away from your memory. In her last years I had to take care of her all the time because of my worthless brothers. I never got to enjoy being with her. The roles we changed. I took care of her like a parent would.
I really do miss my pop more. I really got close to him in his last years. I had to take care of him too. And I would do it all over again if I had too.
